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Woot… my tummy aches so much!
The day was as usual… except I had done NO homework yesterday and I had to do them today. Well, I dressed up and went to buy a magazine and a notebook. So I was left without no pocket money and also I lost the ‘Pay meditations and Excursion’ and now I have to fake out a stupid lie, I guess I can’t get away that easily. Rocherre , Unty and Sorana are coming to the camp, too. It’ll be a great fun! I am having meditations with the Romanian teacher and some girl, and so does Irina, she just told me today. She sat with me because she had to.. I mean it’s like Ioana owns her, she always has her by her side.
I am starting to get out of a subject to ramble about. I think I like Vlad more and more. Today, we found out Laura’s phone number. And I was shouting at her, Andi was talking bad about her and I threw a sandwich at her. She looked at us and then everyone was scared that her boyfriend will come at our class and kick our butts and I hid and so did Andi but we still laughed our asses off. I heard about this photo with Laura showing off her… ahem. 
Not boobs, if that’s what you are thinking. She’s so off in her head that her dad is a famous Lawyer and she’s making such a fuss about it. Everyone knows this. Plus, Irina, who knows her ( as her dads worked together and had a company ) and she said she’s sexually obsessed PLUS a bitch. She looks like a bitch, anywayz.
You can say I’m jealous, but I’ll fuck you in the ass if you say so. Vlad put a bet that all the girls in the class will be virgins forever because they are all so dumb. I hope I won’t actually be forever… he he, that’d be like sad and stupid and sad and stupid double!
The EMA’S are on, by the way. I’m currently having 4 more exercises at Maths and everything is right, lol. You should’ve seen MCR ( without Bob, but anywayz ). Mikey had this strange haircut and Gerard has this new haircut too, I bet he will look like in the Revenge days. I can’t fucking wait! I still top Gerard as my no. 1 Crush. Because he was the first and he deserves it, lol. I know I’m such a tweed.
I’m afraid I won’t sleep in the camp, even if it is one night only. I bet we have to go in bed at 10 PM and I can’t sleep then.. It’ll be such a stupid stupid thing. No boy is coming, after all. Except Max and Tut, who don’t really count because I despise them really really much. I just wish, wish, wish it’ll be fine. Also, the romanian teacher said she actually knows this woman so it’s trustfull to go. I just feel numb. Also, dad ate all the cake, along with his daughter, me.
I am so lazy, I wish I could just stay in bed all day. Tomorrow I have guitar and I didn’t learn anything, but I just don’t get the time to! I don’t wanna stop the lessons, I just… need some time. No one understands me. I have no time, and I just… want to do it! I am looking for songs and songs and songs and MORE songs and a lot of songs while thinking about anything I can actually think off, because boredom is boring.
I want to be bored and bored… and I just wanna lay there, doing nothing all day.. Forgetting everything… Just … yeah you got me. I know I’m boring and I just fill your space and day, I just want to get attention. Sorry, no longer post. Like anyone read my blog anyways. It’s boooring! So boring I feel melting…
♠Zbyexz!♠
What if…?
Hey! Creepy day, manzo.
I woke up again, so but SO tired… but finally I had nothing to learn at, except Biology and History. I got late at school again, but it was OK because I made these jokes that were really funny. Like ‘Shit in a can! Different flavors! Try it now! Shit-licious!’ He he. I’m going in this ‘camp’ for 2 days, this weekend so I won’t post anything. It will be really cool. Vlad isn’t coming *tear, tear* because he doesn’t trust that lady! But she’s a friend with our Romanian teacher.
Happy Halloween, by the way. Happy Birthday to Frank Iero, also. Today, at Biology, this teacher came and told us to write how our ideal teacher would be and what is your favorite subject and why. I wrote everything, lol. Also, at Drawing, our 3rd grade English teacher came and told us our Drawing one is missing and she will be our teacher and that we shall draw something for Halloween. He he, I first drew MCR, but then I didn’t like it and I drew a pumpkin which looked cool but the teacher said it was horrible. Well, whatever. I don’t care what that nuts woman says.
Then the Sports came, we couldn’t play in the Gym so we had to go outside, in the dark… the boys played Soccer and the girls played Basket. Okay, not me and Irina, but most of them did. Today we got out at 7 pm and it was such a boring day! Anyway, we got MUCH homework at Maths. Thank God we don’t have Maths tomorrow!
I also have to make my homework at Romanian, Geography and French. Anyway, tomorrow I’m free from 5 pm! I feel so great! I don’t have to learn at Technology because we had a test and I got 10!! Woot, thanks Aly for being there for me. You mean so much to me.
The Romanian teacher wanted to check our last homework ( which had been a commercial at anything we wanted ), but I didn’t bring it. After all, it was for yesterday, wasn’t it…? She didn’t say anything to those who didn’t bring it, but I think she didn’t like it.
I don’t know how to say everything I want to say, I’m so excited for this camp, but I’m pretty scared because Vlad not trusting that woman made e think of the possibility of taking us somewhere strange, too. What if something bad happens..? What if I will die…? What If…?
I just walked, so my thoughts are all here and there. Also, I am now reading ‘Clean Break’ by Jacqueline Wilson. It’s an incredible book, you should seriously read it, too. Well, the only people who are reading my blog are Lara and Aly, but it’s okay. I don’t need many readers.
I’m certainly freaked out by the fact that I write everyday in this blog and that I write so much about my life, about my thoughts.. It’s so strange, but I love it. I’m so so happy, and I feel kinda full-filled with everything I’ve done. I just don’t know about the Opera this Sunday. I won’t be able to make it.
Yeah, I don’t care about a 4. I couldn’t make it! I just couldn’t! He he, our music teacher totally sucks. I mean, my guitar one is SO cool!! I like him way much. Not the way you’re thinking, lol. But anyway…!
Other kids from our school had a Halloween party, too. The B class had this stupid, lifeless, party but the said it was ‘SO COOL!’ God, I don’t think they know what Fun means… But do I know…?
Today I have a shorter post, and I’m sorry. But I have nothing to ramble about, and I think I’ll bore you anyway. So, enjoy my blog and this short short short extremely short post… Sorry everyone! I am talking like I am a celeb, lol. Well, I shall go..
♠Zbye!♠
God, NO!
I feel SO stupid, with this fucking make-up on. Needless to say, today was a pretty much cool day. We had this Halloween party at school, which kinda owned my little life.
I woke up with this horrible wonder like ‘Why isn’t my guitar teacher here yet…?’ But then I realized it was only 9, not 10. God, help me! I hate the Winter hour. It’s switched with an hour, lol. So, my guitar teacher came and I played guitar. I play classic guitar – partitures, notes, real measurements of music and other stuff guitarists these days didn’t even think about. Well, however, forgetting about the poseurs these days…
I was dressed in a punk-rocker, with a stripped shirt and an Emily the Strange black t-shirt, gloves, eyeliner, rouge and other fancy things lol. I finally managed someone to polish my nails, because my nail polish sucked. So when I dressed up in my stuff, I had to go through Maths, Romanian and Sport ( which I didn’t really do…) and when the party started, I wanted to eat but “NO!” said Sorana. She is such a suck-off sometimes.
Anyways, Vlad put, sometime, Green Day, Bon Jovi and Joan Jett. I was so happy! I mean like, it was my music! I was dressed pretty much cool anyway because I had these rad converses which I defiantly loved. So, I felt pretty good. I still like him!! God, well he still likes Laura lol but he doesn’t really talk much about her… O.o
Sorana is starting to become annoying, with her way of trying to be a leader but not really succeeding because she’s annoying! Well, Ioana was dressed like a nutter anyway. Not like a really funny and cool and good nutter, the bad one which you wanna kill because he/she thinks she’s so cool about everything in this world. We even had to listen to RBD because of her! No one liked the songs anyway and I was laughing my ass of (lmao). She looked indifferent.
Alin is a good laugh, because we were both jumping and talking about the EMA’s. I’m seriously NOT normal. But hello! Life matters. And I shall live it right ’till the end . I have nothing to lose anyway, right? RIGHT? Please tell me I’m right… He he I’m such a sucky girl, am I? I’m just trying to be hippie!!
Oh, about the hippie you say…? The bigger kids from other classes came to our class and we had a little bigger party, which was funner than the other one. Woops! Time is limited. I shall edit later anywayz.. but I’ll write when I will. He he.
I’m starting to work out one hour a day because I’m fat lol. Anyway, I’m going in this trip this weekend, skipping homework and other shit. ZOMG! And the guys are coming too, I guess. I’m the leader of the class and so I get the money and give them to this lady who keeps them. I feel responsible!
Okay, my blog sucks. Why, why..?
Anyway, I’ll edit later or maybe not… maybe this is all. I’ll inform you by editing kk? Oh and BTW I took photos of the Halloween party. Shall post them…? Well we’ll see.
Later Edit: I’m so tired, and this girl is believing I’m Gerard Way and she’s SO in love with me but she’s not offline now. I guess I haven’t really got anything to say, except I’m bored, I’m lazy to take a shower or just to make my homework. I just feel like sitting at the computer, relaxed and all those stuff.
I feel like killing myself. This day flew away so fast I can’t even believe it… I feel… lost. And bored and I think that time is flying away too fast, and once I’ll see myself old, remembering those good days. Well, fuck. I shall go now, Maths, Romanian, Biology and History are waiting for me… I hope they’re not waving lol:)
666 word count! Well, I guess I shall stop here, maybe write tomorrow, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday… or Monday to write more about my shitty life..?
♠Bye!♠
Hello world!
God, I feel so strange about this stuff. I think it’s my 1000th blog, which I didn’t use. So now I decided to be a REALLY good girl, and use it. Why..? Because I fill up too many sites, like Blogspot, Livejournal or other cool places. So now WordPress got lucky! -giggle- Well, not really. I wonder if they delete accounts anyway.
You can actually read about me in this fancy page which I didn’t actually make, but if you check it out you may, probably, see it, later. Well, as it is my little, beautiful, blog, I shall talk and talk and use space up, is it…?
Today was a pretty shitty day. I woke up really angry, I don’t know why. Maybe because I had so MUCH homework I couldn’t stand up my feet. You see, I’m in the 5th grade. So I finally woke up and finished my homework, ate and started thinking what I should dress with. Those jeans..? No, my socks need to be shown. My converses, too. Oh, the yellow blouse doesn’t really match those stuff & other childish things of mine. Finally, when I got dressed, I had to go down and I had to put my hair in a ponytail, give my converses with a spray, get some deodorant on, and so I lost time and got pretty late to school. It was OK, anyway.
When I got to school everything was funny. You can come and laugh any time of the day. Alin, Vlad and now Robert, are obsessed with this 8th grade girl, Laura. I always laugh at them. It’s so funny to watch! Anyway, I still like Vlad and he doesn’t like me back. Gosh, doesn’t he realize it…? Is it that hard…?
Tomorrow I have sports, which I hate, and guitar in the morning. I had absolutely no time to repeat! I’m sorry that now, as school started, I have no more time, but this is it. I mean, we don’t have lots of homework, only at maths. We had so much homework, but for Romanian we had to do a little commercial for a product we choose. I made one for the Hershey’s chocolate, even if they don’t sell it here, in Romania.
Mom and dad said it was brilliant. I hope so! I hope I get a 10. It would be SO cool. Oh well, hopes are hopes. And they don’t really come true, usually. I hate Ioana. She’s such a brat, I feel like killing her, y’know? With the way she always is talking for Irina, or talking like she’s hers… It’s just this horrible. I can’t stand her. And she’s calling me a superficial, when she doesn’t even have the context to use this word! She doesn’t know what it means!
I hate her so, so, so much. Also, I’m getting on this diet. I just hope it’s gonna be OK. Mom said I’ll be a piece, and that I’m beautiful. Vlad said I’m not ugly when Ioana ( HER AGAIN! ) asked him. He he, I think I blushed so HARD! Well, I never actually blushed in my life, so yeah. Maybe you get hot when you blush? Well, maybe I blushed. It’s like: Man, who knows..?
I like him so much, but he likes someone and I’m fat and ugly (well, not anymore, it seems!). Lara says I’m in love, but nah. Even if I like him from the 1st grade…? Well, it’s late and I have to do the About Me thingy… shall I?
Well… not. Let’s get it straight. I’m Sofia, 11, from Romania, and I’m obsessed with MCR and other bands. I love music and laughing. My motto is ‘Live, Laugh, Love’ 
I wanna become a writer or a film director because I’m cool like that, and I enjoy reading. I like different writers and different books. I like my maths teacher and my Romanian one. Oh, and the English one. The rest…? So and so or not at all.
ZOMG! 669 characters used…! He he, I guess I talked a lot. I don’t think anyone is gonna read that – In fact I’m sure – but it’s okay. I don’t need to anyway. Also, I will update when I can. It’s like this diary and I’m so excited about this lol! I hope I can hold on this, but I don’t think so. I just hope I won’t forget ze password!
♠ Zbye! ♠
